My japanesse name is ai. It means love and affection. I live my life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, I rarely stray from my vision - no matter what it is. Im an excellent listener with almost infinite patience. I have complex feelings and I take great care to express them.

In love, I see relationships as an opportunity to connect and grow. I enjoy relationships when they are improving and changing. I cant stand stagnation.

At work, I stay motivated and happy. As long as Im working towards a dream I support. I see myself as hardworking, ethical, and helpful. When OTHER people dont get me, they see me as manipulative, weak, and unstable. I know myself intensely well. I have a grasp of my general being and can almost see into OTHERs souls. People seek me out for insight though they probably feel intimidated by me at some point. Ironically, Im a bit of a protector and control freak. But I believe that I have achieved the perfect balance of control and letting go. I tend to roll with whatever life brings, but I never get complacent. A little bit obsessive compulsive. Meticulous and detailed oriented, I have some irrational obsessions. Maybe its my super neat closet or washing my hands a gazillion times. I probably know its weird, but I just cant stop thinking about it. In fact, the more I think about my quirks, the more I have to do them. Basically, thats the kind of person I am!.. Full of contrasts and complexities yet real!.. You just have to be friends with me in order to appreciate and understand me!...